Extremely Stressed Out

I don’t get why my life is always awfully stressful. I don’t think my mind ever had a time where it was completely in relax mode. Don’t get me wrong I know how to have a good time, but the stressful cloud always right above my head. My life has never been an easy path, things hardly ever work the way I want them to work. Every single choice I make have to be carefully calculated but the worst case is they still go wrong. I am constantly worried about many things because I have to otherwise they could become worse than it is. So, I am extremely stressed out, but I try to put a happy face and make rest of the world happy as much to ability I have left in me. But I am getting tired of it, sometimes I feel like go back home, and take time off from everything that I am doing and re-evaluate my life. Then again I am not a kid anymore, I cant run away, I guess I will keep doing what I am doing and keep believing in myself, that someday good will find its path towards me.

I just found out, guess what? napping is awesome!!!

I am a very lite sleeper, If I have to sleep later than 8am, I have to foce myself to do so, I bet being a grad student also doesn’t add any help to my sleeping habits. I do workout 3-4 times a week and most of the time its late in the evening towards to the night. I have found out that workout dates I can stay awake till 2-3am. I don’t complain because it helps on my research and other school work.

One of my biggest problem is I can’t sleep during day time. If I get any sleep its absolutely a miracle. But lately I have had couple of naps and It was utterly fantastic, and LOVED it!!!. Today, I slept while monitoring an exam just for 5 min and I wished I was in my bed.

So going forward, I am going to make an attempt to squeeze in a nap during weekend. Because there is no way I can take nap during the week, unless I find a good quiet class room.