Its rare but it can happen…

I always thought good things never happen to good people. Simply because of what you have been through in your life. You experience the worst and you accept it. Because not matter how innocently you live the life good things simply dont happen. Until few days ago, I thought the same, I accepted it and I moved on. May be not completely moved on because I had my bickering moments. But after many frustrations days I realize that good things happen to good people. If you wait for something and if you believe in something while sticking to your principals you will never regret. But norm of the society might change then again rest of the world can decide whats good for them but I decide what is good for me.

Extremely Stressed Out

I don’t get why my life is always awfully stressful. I don’t think my mind ever had a time where it was completely in relax mode. Don’t get me wrong I know how to have a good time, but the stressful cloud always right above my head. My life has never been an easy path, things hardly ever work the way I want them to work. Every single choice I make have to be carefully calculated but the worst case is they still go wrong. I am constantly worried about many things because I have to otherwise they could become worse than it is. So, I am extremely stressed out, but I try to put a happy face and make rest of the world happy as much to ability I have left in me. But I am getting tired of it, sometimes I feel like go back home, and take time off from everything that I am doing and re-evaluate my life. Then again I am not a kid anymore, I cant run away, I guess I will keep doing what I am doing and keep believing in myself, that someday good will find its path towards me.

I just found out, guess what? napping is awesome!!!

I am a very lite sleeper, If I have to sleep later than 8am, I have to foce myself to do so, I bet being a grad student also doesn’t add any help to my sleeping habits. I do workout 3-4 times a week and most of the time its late in the evening towards to the night. I have found out that workout dates I can stay awake till 2-3am. I don’t complain because it helps on my research and other school work.

One of my biggest problem is I can’t sleep during day time. If I get any sleep its absolutely a miracle. But lately I have had couple of naps and It was utterly fantastic, and LOVED it!!!. Today, I slept while monitoring an exam just for 5 min and I wished I was in my bed.

So going forward, I am going to make an attempt to squeeze in a nap during weekend. Because there is no way I can take nap during the week, unless I find a good quiet class room.